Supposed to finish my Regional Cinema term paper.
But my mind's block now.
So just thought of taking a breather.
Although I know I can't afford it.
Cos I'm only at 300 words.
And that's not even 1/4 done.
OMG! But then, I still want to blog.
Because if I don't,
I know I will be too lazy to even blog about today next time.
It seems like a must or a routine.
To write a post thanking everyone every single time a 'huge' event occurs.
This is no exception.
For me at least.

Funkamania 2008 is finally over.
Happy that it's finally over.
Which means I am allowed some time off.
To rest.
To focus on my final HOURS of school, etc.
I'm satisfied with what we've achieved as a club and as a group.
To E'Dee Vance.
I'm happy with the little moments that we've had.
I'm grateful for all the concerns given.
I'm proud for all the hardwork we've put in.
I'm esthatic to be able to dance with all of you.

DJ Ken.
Still one of the best male dancers out there that I admire.
Thanks for everything. Thanks for the support.
Thanks for encouragment.
It has always been a privilege dancing with you.

YuXin.
the tenacity, the power, the intensity.
You're awesome.
I'm glad to be dancing with you.

JJ.
Thank you for always being the one encouraging us.
Thank you for always being the one who knows what to do everytime.
Dancing with you is always fun and enjoyable.
Thanks.

Bec.
Mary J Partner. =)
Still as powerful and energetic.
Thanks for always being the reponsible one.
Thanks for always being the systematic one.

Jaei.
Thanks for all the reminders.
Thanks for all the concern.
Thanks for everything that I ought to thank you for.
I appreciate every support, every push and every encouragement.

JiaJun.
Thanks for being the 'joker'.
Thanks for being the stress-relief.
Thanks for being the info-relayer.
Thanks for the mix.
But no thanks for all your farts. Lol.

Nicole.
Thanks for the support, concerns and encouragement.
Thanks for the sudden burst of uproarious laughters.
Thanks for all those amazing art works.
Thanks for the patience, the resilience.

It's been a privilege dancing with all of you.
I'm looking forward to our next dance together again.

Congrats to SOC.
You guys are first in my heart.
Ter.Cmt.Xiang.Chao.Glen.BJon.Ronnie.
Awesome choreography. And awesome presence in the finals.
Totally loving it.

AND CONGRATS TERENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Totally deserving, dude.
You are so talented I'm sure you could even shit from your mouth.
Lol. Sorry. That's lame.
But seriously, you are an amazing dancer, choreographer, performer.
It's always a joy watching you dance, seeing you come up with all those crazy and amazing choreos.
=)

AND CONGRATS ALLEGRA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Totally deserving.
I'm sooooo freaking happy for you.
I'm sooooo freaking proud of you.
FINALLY, A BEST FEMALE DANCER FOR NRA!
You're an amazing dancer whom I've always looked up to.
And will always be my one of my fav dancers out there.
=)

To FBeatx:
Allegra.WQ.Von.PY.Mae.Deline.Yen.
You guys are awesome.
And you know that, do does everyone else.

To Wicked Tempo:
Alex.Ore.Vicks.Alfred.Rahimah.XiangTian.Jen.
The coolest group I've seen. Ever.
Awesome energy.

To Static Flow:
Firstly, I want your cap. LOL.
Ling.Xian.Minz.Farid.Alex.YuSheng.XueJin.
You guys did great.
"Concentrate. Concentrate".
It's stuck in my head now.
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. =P

And a quick shout out to all the other NRA teams:
Revoc, Phunky Chemistry, OnBit, Mystic Rouge, Shuffle V.
=)

LASTLY, thanks ANN!
Just thanks for EVERYTHING!
And I seriously mean everything.
And all others who have been showering with so much encouragement.
=)

Wohooo.
I'm done. Finally.
Back to my term paper.
Bye.

With everything that has been happening all around me.
I'm glad I'm able to stand up and fight on.
3 more weeks before school is finally over for me.
And I can't wait to see what's in store for me in the future.
Good or bad.
I've learned to embrace everything and anything.
I've learned to not think so much.
I've learned to let things go.
I've learned to not be self-centered.
I've learned to think for others.
Whatever I've learned,
I managed to just live my life.
A life of no importance, yet serve its purpose.

Knowing how life is so vulnerable.
It hits me when I heard news of the death of Heath Ledger.
Yes, he's a freaking celebrity.
Yet these celebrities are perfect examples of how life could go awfully wrong.
How such tragic could happen to everyone and anyone.
The more recognized you are.
The more high up the ranking you are.
The further you'll fall.
The more impact would be your downfall.
I guess living alone has taught me to not depend on anyone.
At time, I very much would love to have someone there for me to hang on to.
But the more hanging on to that I long for, the more disappointments I would get.
And now, I'm extremely disappointed.
With myself.

Thanks for everyone who was genuinely concern.
Thanks for all the support.
And the words of encouragement.
I totally appreciate it.
I hope I could hang on till this Sunday.
My apologies to E'Dee Vance for not putting in enough.
Disappointed with myself over tons of things.
And extremely grateful with the amount of support you guys have given me.
Thanks. Let's all work hard together for the finals.
Good luck everyone.

Have you ever asked yourself if you're satisfied with how life is going?
Life doesn't come easy.
So grab your satisfaction.
Don't let it slip by.
It's all over for me.
So don't repeat my mistake.

It's too late for me.
to say/do what I want to.

R.I.P HEATH LEDGER

2007 went by faster than I could ever imagine.
It was an odd year for me.
Yet an eye opener.
I maybe 22, but like many have said before.
There are a first time to everything.
2007 allows me to explore myself more than I ever could.
The test of love beyond blood.
The test of relationship.
The test of friendship.
The test of everything and anything that's worthy of noting.
Nothing much was achieved in 2007, just like previous years.
Yet there's a sense of satisfaction to be had.
2007 isn't my best and my proudest year.
But it's still another chapter of my life.
Look pass it and focus on what's to come.
I blame myself on a lot of things.
And I don't blame anyone on most of the things.
Simply because life's more than just me.
There are bigger things in the world right now than just me.
I'm sastisfied with this chaper of my life.
Breaking down 2007 would be a long process.
So for those amazing people who play a part in my life in 2007.
You guys will always be in my heart. Always.
Thanks for everything.

2008 would be no different. I assume.
I hope for better things. As always.
Yet what better things are out there for me to explore?
The feeling of alienation was far more painful.
Than any of the self-inflicted pain.
But I'm grateful for whatever relationships that I have left.
The family ties that I have left.
The friendship that I have left.
Those are what keeps me going.
Going to a place which I never though I could ever reach.
Will I reach it everntually?
It doesn't matter.
Cos life's unpredictable.
That's why it's so exciting, heartbreaking and confusing.
2008, I welcome you with everything that I have.

So to end this of.
Thank you.
Thank you to anyone and everyone who have always been there for me.
Ann. Ryan.
Py. Von. WQ. Ter. Cmt. Xiang. Bec. JJ. Xin.
Daph. Yen. Ariel. Ling. Su. Yattie. Allegra. Deline.
Ken. Bjon. Glen. Chao. XF.
Thank you to those who secretly/always wishes me the best.
Ish. Dar. Jo. Phyoe. Lyd. JQ.
Loo. Boon. Josh. Barry. Rini. Lissa. Steph. Eileen.
Thank you to my family and everyone else that matters.
All the greetings, the blessings will always be here in my heart.
And it's something that I would never ever forget.
I love everyone who matters to me.
I love everyone who loves me.
I love everyone who might not give a fuck, yet still do.
Lastly.
Sorry for everything.
Because I don't deserve all these.

From all the childishing and unexplainable rants.
To all the mishaps, misundertsandings.
You are the heart and soul of my 2007.
All the memories lingers in my heart.
It will stay there for as long as I want it to be.
Thank you for being such a special someone in my heart.
No matter what we have become.
You'll always have a place in my heart. Always.
Because no one could have make such an impact on me.
I'm blessed. Happy. Honored. Extremely.
To have had you in my life once before.

So here comes another chapter....