The people. The place. The setting.
The life. Everything seems nostalgic over here.
Thinking back of everything that I left behind 11 years ago.
It may all be worth it.
It may all turn out to be better than anyone could have imagined.
Even myself.
Yet, there's always that tiny little feeling of "What Ifs.....?"
What if I have insisted on staying where I was?
What if I have insisted on you following me?
Would we have gone to a place where we never had a chance to?
Would I be who I am right now?
Would I still live a life that I've so tired of?
It's full of "what ifs".
Yet that warm tingling feelings of knowing that I'm still here.
Hanging onto my dear life.
It's proof that you are there somewhere, supporting me always.
I'm always waiting...
Although you would never have known it.

Love.....

First official day at Australia, Canberra.
It's a nice place.
Have a suburb feel to it.
Cool, nice houses, lots of bushes, trees.
Kangarooes everywhere.
Weather is good. People are nice.
It's a slow and nice place to live in.
A very nice place to sort of "çhill out" in life.
Had one performance in the afternoon.
Gonna have lots more throughout the week.
Kinda excited about it because people here have been very nice.
So it's just a way of showing our gratitude by doing a good job.
Hopefully, we all will. =)

Being away from everything else feels kinda good.
And maybe the idea of just living life as it is.
Seems more ígnorant now compared to before.
I want to rediscover myself.
As a human being.
As well as rediscover how beautiful the world truly is.
And how life could be just as.
In another life time.

She's officially back!!!!!
I'm so excited for the video.
It may not be the best or the most original video she could come up with.
There are obvious references to her previous videos especially "Toxic" with a touch of "Stronger" & "I'm a Slave 4 U" here and there.
Her dancing doesn't look as polished as she used to.
Her presence wasn't as strong as she used to.
But comparing to her videos from "Blackout" era.
This is a MIIILLLLLEEEEE BETTER.
I can't wait for her new album "Circus".
And she's looking smokin' hot again.
JUst as I know she would........
Welcome back!!!!!!!!!!!
*screams like a fanboy*


On a totally different note.
Why do people think they're unhappy and life's a bitch?
Because probably they make themselves out to be bigger and better and more important than everybody else.
What they don't realize is how stupidly ignorant they can be.
Life waits for no one.
No one waits for anyone.
Alone is the key.
Loneliness is the consequence.
Us is the cause of it all.
So do you think life's still a bitch?
Or should you look in the mirror to find out?

Will be off to Phuket for the next 3 days.
Back on Saturday morning.
Already packed with rehearsals and stuffs.
SMU. NRA. Australia trip.
Gonna be an extremely busy month.
But I'm happy to be able to go back to my hometown.
For my second sister's wedding.
Only now, I realize I may have missed them more than I thought.
I'm looking forward to see all of their faces again.
=)

Live in content.
Regrets or No regrets.

You're not totally human,
if you could not feel even a teensy bitsy of something in you.
You need not be her biggest fan.
For someone who has hit rock bottom.
To rise again and faces whatever in front of you head on.
It's a remarkable feat.
Regardless of your status.



L.O.V.E