This song never fails to get me.
The first two lines itself grab me.
And I'm drawn to it even further as it goes along.
The lyrics, the soul, the passion.
It's so pure, so honest and so dark.
Everything I love in life.

"I was naïve
Your love was like candy
Artificially sweet
I was deceived by the wrapping

Got caught in your web
And I learned how to bleed
I was prey in your bed
And devoured completely

Oh and it hurts my soul
Cuz I can't let go
All these walls are caving in
I can't stop my suffering
I hate to show that I've lost control
Cuz I, I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need to walk away from

I should have known
I was used for amusement
Couldn't see through the smoke
It was all an illusion

Now I've been licking my wounds
But the venom seems deeper
We both can seduce
But darling you hold me prisoner

I'm about to break
I can't stop this ache
I'm addicted to your allure
and I'm feigning for a cure
Every step I take
Leads to one mistake
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need oh

I can't mend
This torn state I'm in
Getting nothing in return
What did I do to deserve
The pain of this slow burn
And everywhere I turn
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need to walk away from

Everytime I try to gasp for air
I am smothered in despair it's never over, over
Seems I'll never wake from this nightmare
I let out a silent prayer, let it be over, over

Inside I'm screaming
Begging, pleading
No more

I don't know what to do
My heart has been bruised
So sad but it's true
Each beat reminds me of you

Oh it hurts my soul
Cuz I can't let go
All these walls are caving in
I can't stop my suffering
I hate to show that I've lost control
Cuz I, I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need oh

I'm about to break
I cant stop this ache
I'm addicted to your allure
And I'm feigning for a cure
Every step I take
Leads to one mistake
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need oh

I can't mend
This torn state I'm in
Getting nothing in return
What did I do to deserve
The pain of this slow burn
And everywhere I turn
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need to walk away from

Only thing I need to do is walk away from you.

SYTYCD Canada Top 8: Jazz Funk



Wow. Just wow. The performance, the routine, the music, the concept.
It all just blended so well together.
I don't know what's there on Jazz that's not too like.
Except that it's freaking ridiculously hard to do.
Being able to 'act' out a character, dance as awesomely as that.
I would kill myself to be able to do what they did. LOL.
And I'm a fanboy of alot of celebrities.
So this is kinda perfect for me.

SYTYCD Canada Top 8: COntemporary



On a huge contrast.
This piece is the first contemp pieces in the Canadian series,
that I was sort of touched.
I totally love it.

Teddy Forance.
Mia Michael's assistant.
He's aaaaammmaaazzzinnng......





=)
Sometimes I get so inspired by someone or something.
And that I get so blinded by the fact how amazing it all is.
I lost my self-confidence.
It can get quite depressing to see all the talented people out there.
Yet having no confidence is losing half the battle.
And I realized there is nothing to be depressed about.
I'm excited and in awe seeing people doing what they do best.
To see the things that they do just left me speechless, green-eyed.
Yet filled me with so much hope.
Cos I know hard work and time will bring u somewhere.

And I get this huge urge to do something crazy to my hair.
Hopefully, I'll get it done soon.
Before all the major events that are coming up. =)

Some great potential hits in there!
"Kill The Lights" & "If You Seek Amy" sound awesome. =)
Can't wait!
2nd December (coinciding with her birthday!)