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Tuesday, April 28, 2009
live in the present....
Went for Hei's Open studio class.
Loved it though I don't quite know what exactly I was doing. Lol
But that's not important. Learn, practice and hopefully improve. =P
But kinda miss going for classes with friends and stuffs.
Since that retarted terence was there.
Not only were we crippled and 'defeated' during the warm ups since we can't actually stretch much. Lol
Also made me realize I haven't actually been taking classes with him for god knows how long.
Made me think back of all those NRA classes back in those days.
All the stupid noises and retarted faces we'll pull,
whenever we can't catch any part of the steps.
Fun times.
It's only been a year but it seems like ages since I graduated.
=(

I'm worried. I'm worried that I won't recover fully.
I'm worried that I can't do as much as I used to just because of the fear.
But I don't want to let that affect me.
And I know I will always try my best to not let it affect me.
Still, I'm worried.
But live in the present.
And hopefully, everything will turn out just right for me.
And it has always been. So hopefully my luck won't run out of me.
And since dance has been the only thing that's consistently there for me to make me 'happy' and satisfied. =)

And oh yeah, CONGRATULATIONS to Ryan and Andrea for Baby Travis!!!!!!!
OMG! I can't wait to see him... huahahauahaahhuahua...
A new super dancer has arrived.... Woot Woot! =)


Sunday, April 26, 2009
..........Who cares???.......
Coolio. Eminem's back. I used to really dig his music.
When I'm still in my HipHop/R&B craze.
I'm pretty excited for his new album.
And again, he delivers a fun first single.
And the same old make fun of other celebrities music video of it.
Just like his previous first singles off his other albums.
So here you go.
The usual victims: Britney Spears and Jessica Simpson is back.
With a new addition of Sarah Palin, Kim Kardashian, Amy Winehouse, Elvis, Wacko Jacko's moves, Star Treck and more.



And another comeback I've been anticipating: GREEN DAY!!!!!!!!!!!
Woots woots!
I've heard a few of the new songs. I can't wait for the album.
As for now, I'm gonna spin my dose of Green Day's past hits on repeat.

And life isn't all that bad when there are so many things out there for you to hold onto.
Well, at least until you are bored of them.
Then you have to start from ground zero all over again.
But then.......Who cares....


Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Quickie....
This is the 5th trailer from "Harry Potter & the Half Blood Prince",
And possibly the best one yet.
Looks promisingly amazing. A fanboy in me is leaping for joy.
I need to see it soon. JUNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't wait!!!!!!!

For the first time, most of the characters seem to have their own individual plot-lines going from this trailer.
Possibly the best Harry Potter movie yet.
Hopefully this doesn't disappoint.

And life's pretty non-existent.
But I'm still alive...
So yay!


Thursday, April 09, 2009
It's a.... MAD WORLD
"There was a period of time, when I was in my rebellious/punkish/emoish teenage days, this song was my anthem. It's the kind of song that the lyrics is so powerful, you feel like you're part of what the words were describing and for the longest time, I did. An angry, the-world-is-against-me teenager like me "worships" this song and when I heard Adam is going to sing this, I'm esthatic. And he DELIVERS. He never ceases to amaze me. I've had gooten goosebumps from past Idol performancess, even Adam this season, but never quite like this. I was in a state of trance, focusing on his voice, eyes transfixed on him. He brought me into that world the words describe and brought me back experienced it. This is way too over-the-top even for me, but over-the-top is Adam Lamber. Never have I supported and praised a contestant to this level, not even Kelly Clarkson/Chris Daughtry, Adam is way beyond everyone's league in originality and artistry. I just want to listen to him every freaking minute, ..." read more of my review here.

I haven't listen to "Mad World" for the longest time.
Because it always brought back lots of memories - both good and bad.
Even the good memories have lots of angst in it.
And it definitely is not very clever of me to dig up.
But when something like this comes along,
you got no choice.
Because it sucks you in and throws you out within seconds.
And you're back to ground zero.
Back to where you were.
This was one of my favorite songs ever written back in those days.
And quite possibly still is my favorite.

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places
Worn out faces

Bright and early for the daily races
Going no where
Going no where

Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression
No expression

Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow
No tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very mad world
Mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday
Happy birthday

And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen
Sit and listen

Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me
No one new me

Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me
Look right through me

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very mad world
Mad world

Enlarging your world
Mad world


We're all thrown in this mad world.
With no guidebook and no survival kit.
You just have got to live it, learn from it and experience it.
Some better than others.
Some falters and left in the dark places.
We're all running in circles.
And I'm gasping for air.



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loves dancing, singing, swimming, green day, coldplay, travis, my chemical romance, britney spears, star wars movies, my mum, my friends, purple (color), being alone... =)

fredy kosman kwee.
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